Valentin. 28. Texas. I'm a dude. Doing what I can to get by. Using the tools given to me to do so.
There's nothing that you can do.
The sky is going to crush you.
Make Do And Mend - Keep This
Maybe I’m fucking up, but I think that that’s okay, just so long as I’m learning every day.
Coats - Make Do And Mend
But I’m coming clean.
And there’s not much room to breathe
between my inconsistencies
and the constant reminder
that I’ve always been this weak.
I don’t believe in anything worth fighting for, worth dying for.
I don’t believe the clouds are hiding much more than a reason to downpour.
So what would you do if you were me? Give up, forget, go back to sleep.
I believe that heaven is like her ocean eyes, deeper than mountains climb.
I believe that hell is like watching her smile knowing she’ll never be mine.
So what would you do if you were me?
Just hide your heart and go back to sleep.
We let the years pass and shatter us like glass.
We let our ships crash against the banks of our regret.
It’s not that I can’t grasp all of the things we let collapse,
I just wonder what’s the sense in looking back
‘Cause I don’t think there’s something I would trade
for the food stamps and the rent we barely make.
So maybe I’m fucking up, but that’s a chance I’m going to take.
I’m just waiting for the rain to clean my slate.
Thanks by Make Do And Mend
Believe me, there’s no harder thing in this life other than believing that happiness is within my arm’s reach and seeing that there is beauty in this world that I have been missing, and I don’t want to miss no more.